最後に有り難う (Thank you for the end)

悲しいお話は嫌いなので笑顔で。

少し心の整理がつきましたので、ブログを書きます。

ニキさんは最後まで頑張り屋の猫さんでした。

他界する当日の朝は弱っていて立ち上がることすらできないのに、

それでも一生懸命起きようとしていました。

”頑張らなくていいよ”。。私がかけた最後の言葉でした。

丸い目でじっと5月の空をみつめたままお星様になって行ったようです。可愛い顔のままで。

長い間ブログを訪れて頂いて有り難うございました。

そして、心配して一緒に泣いて下さった方々に心から感謝致します。

ニキさんが皆さんの心を少しでも癒す事ができていたら彼女は幸せだと思います。

私もニキさんに出会えて、いつまでも愛らしく一緒に長く居てくれた事に大きな意味を感じます。

彼女の誇りに思って。。

ありがとうございました。

I do not like sad things, so sending you smiles.

I will write now because I could find my mind a bit settlement.

Niki had perseverance and never showed weakness until she passed away.

She tried to stand up with weakened body even the day she gone.

"Do not be patient" (Ganbaranaide) was my last word to her.

Her circle cute eyes fall asleep during looking at blue sky in May.

Then she gone..with cute cat smile.

Thank you so much for visiting my blog long time.

And thank you for worrying and crying for Niki.

I think Niki is happy if she gave you any happiness feeling in here.

I am proud of her because I met her since her kitten,

and she was always with me and cute and sweet mind she gave me lots.

I miss Niki...

Thank you so much.

(Passed away 25-May-2010)

お星様になりました (Being lovely Star in the sky)

後日、改めて皆さんにご報告させて下さいね。。
Let me inform on the another blog soon..

25-May-2010

眠り猫です (Sleeping all days)

最近はもっぱら眠り猫です。。
I am sleeping cat recently..

皮下点滴について (About a hypodermic injection)

今日は点滴について。

現在はお家で毎日点滴をしています。
なので状態は安定しているようです。。ご飯も何とか食べて元気なのです。。
どんな感じか見て頂きましょう。結構、針。。怖いです。

I will tell about drip injection today.

I get drip at home everyday.
So condition is stable..and fine and have appetite.
Let's see how I get it..as you expect needle is long and scary.

キス！でもお魚。。 (Kiss! but fish..)

大好きなの。。キス！

I love..Kiss!

でもお魚さんの。。

But they are fish name..

桜 (Sakura)

桜の季節です。
何かが始まる季節でもあるのですね。。

It is the season for Sakura. (Cherry trees)
And also the season for begining something..

ニキさん、強いです。何とか今の所は頑張って元気です。

Niki is tough. She is trying to eat and ok until so far.

動くニキさん vol.1 (Movie, niki_vol.1)

三月の終わりに動くニキさんを。。。
The end of March-2010, we share moving niki...

そんなには可笑しいし！ (Crazy!)

お家に帰ってからは少しだけ調子が良くなりました。

でも以前のようにはいかないかな。

私の前にある気になるものは。。

After back home, condition is a bit better.

But not good as before unfortunately.

What is the thing forward that I am look at...

そんなに食べられないし！

Aerie is cazy!...I can not eat many.

戻ったよ (I came back)

今日、お家に戻ってこれました。3日間頑張って少し回復です。

I came home today. A bit better after endurance at animal clinic for three days.

Blood test on 20-March-2010
(BUN94.9, CRE 5.0, Ht20,K4.0, Na159, CL130, Weight 2.2Kg)

ご免ね ニキさん。。 (I am sorry Niki /Message to Friend)

(at clinic on 20-March-'10)

Niki is in hospital for short stay getting intravenous drip infusion 24 hours.

She will back on Sunday..

Not sure if it is good to her, a life support way.

Kidney failure has no treatment, medical treatment might giving her hard-ship.

But nothing action, things do not go well.

Message to friends...

As you know animals are strong.

They do not whine, live hard beautifully still they are fatal situation.

Their strength are exceptional.

But we human being are sometimes weak and aggressive for knowledge abuse.

I should know it through my cat and world happening, around me.

But we forget it strength and being ready-made animals.

KOBE city had great earthquack.

Even a cat Niki also experienced the disaster and had leg fracture.

My house was broken, Niki and aerie father passed away.

We thought, "we lost everything" then.

But we recovered. It was not world end.

There is always Niki next me, over 25 years.

She never get angry at me even I make her bad.

Because.. she is cat, has pure mind like human affection with trust.

I try strong now, for Niki and myself.

She is always giving me cat smile.

(This is not sentimental message...)

So Dear my friends...

If you are sad and weak and in any situation, believe your nature strength.

And notice, someone smiles to you.

We are not fragile animals.

(By aerie)

Blood test on 18-March-2010
(BUN/over 140, CRE 6.3, P14.7, RBC 480, Ht24, TP9.3, K2.3, Weight 2.1Kg)

丸い顔と悲しいボス (Round face and aerie)

私の顔って丸顔らしい。

いつもaerie(私のボスね）のそばに居て、彼女が悲しい時は励ますんだ。

う-ん..でも丸顔が癒しってゆうんだけど。

I have round face.

Humm..my face ease her, according to aerie (my boss).

However I always sit next her and cheer her up when she is sad.

でもそんなにお月さんみたく丸顔？

But is my face round as full moon??

食べる！続編。おひなさん Eat! (Everywhere I want)

とにかく、おひなさんで部屋が散らかっていても。。

I do anyway even the room is mess for dolls of girls day(Ohina matsuri)..

食べます。。

I eat..

食べる！ご機嫌さん Eat! (feeling good)

最近は元気で、ご機嫌なのです。

I am feeling well lately.

ご飯は食べないといけないので。。
And need to eat well..

自宅で点滴 (Hypodermic injection at home)

今日は病院へ連れて行かれました。

何だか体のお水が足りないらしくて、お家でも補充するの。。

で、その準備を。

ご飯がもっと食べれる様に頑張らないとね。

消毒コットンのケース。

看護婦さんが私専用のを作ってくれました。

ありがとう!

I was taken to the vet today.

Something water in my body (dehydration)is running short,

and I need to get water. So I have Hypodermic injection at home by aerie.....

Here are the medical supplies. (Drop of water, disinfectant)

I have to eat more to be okay.

This is the container for disinfectant cotton.

Nurse in vet made for me.

Thank you!